Hi my name is Erin and im a sex love and relationship addict, ill have 60 days on Friday of this week and im having a really hard time not acting out right now. i want to call or cantact my ex boyfriend in some way. really really bad, ive been thinkinga bout it constantly even tho i try my hardest not to, ive called someone thats in the program and i went to a 12 step meeting last night and all of that helped a little bit but i still want to call him. im still in love with him but hes one of the worst things for me. i stopped taking my anti-depressents about 3 weeks ago and ever since then ive lost alot my attracton to my boyfriend and ive been thinking about my ex more. i dont know if its the lack of medication or if its all in my head. i love my boyfriend and i dont want to hurt him but i dont know how much attraction i have towards him anymore and then i keep thinking about my ex. i dont know what to do and i would really love some advice. please.

 thank you, Erin