I realized today that while I felt guilty over this situation, that my main area of concern is that I violated my own sacred space and beliefs. This man does not hold me responsible for not being able to keep his own established boundaries. However, I realized that I did not listen and honor his program either. Since we are not married, a friend asked as have others, why I am not running from this situation. The simple answer is that I need to address my own issues and boundaries to not repeat this situation again. I need to develop my own strength and be able to maintain my own balance regardless of what is in front of me.