I spent my younger year ( 3-17) being a sex toy for my family. eversince my ability to have real relationships is always clouded by the fantasies i created to keep me safe. ufortunantly they always included sex. what is real love. i don't think i know. allI do know is I am ina relationship w a wonderful guy and trying not to act out on the web or live is a daily struggle.

I NEED HELP PLEASE. Last time I went to  a sex group the people there acted like it was a private club. When I tried to share someone gave me the signal "time" I thought that wao the use they obviously dont realize how hard it was for me to come there. Then after the meeting no one talked to me. So I went back to my very dark place alone. And hereI am now.  smiles on the outside crying so hard I can hear it now.

I am going the group on Ponce De Leon tonight 10/1 If anyone eles is going please e-mail me

JLX10@BELLSOUTH.NET

XAVIER. THANK YOU